Dear Christine,
Not many of us have met face to face, but occasionally a post makes me feel like I know that person inside-and-out immediately. Your posts have touched me this way.
The unconditional love that you feel for Scott is saturated in every word that you express.
You....YOU....are a special person. Don't lose sight of that.
Unfortunately, it seems things will get worse before they get better, but there are many people here that know your strength, and will help in any way possible.
I'm so sad for what you are going through, but, please know that you are one of the most blessed people I've ever met.
God Bless,
Mandi