the only way i got through this was to put everything in God's hands. he has the plan and for some reason wanted me to get this horrible disease. i have tried to look over the past few months and see the positive results that came from my disease. it's very hard to cope with this, and some days i just want to lie down in bed and never get up. faith is key to keeping strong. never give up hope and try to stay positive. love everyone around you and laugh as much as possible. that helps.