it has more or less dissapeared this morning !! which has made me feel much better, its only 2 weeks since the area was biopsied and a week since i got the all clear, the consultant didnt seem concerned at all.

but do yous think i should still go and see someone else even though its dissapearing ?

to me i think it looked as if their may have been a tiny hole where the stitches had been and the gland or whatever it was had popped through ( kind of like a frogs thraot when it puffs up ! ha ) as i said though got up this morning and its more or less away.

neck and throat pains seen to be away now to after 4 long months, maybe everythings starting to settle a bit as afew of the main hurdles have been tackled and dealt with.

still going to my g.p on the 27th and am going to follow up afew things, been very light headed for the last 2 days, but the more i think about it i think i may have something up in the ENT department, had a blocked sinus and clicky ear for months along with the throat and neck pains and thought that could maybe cause the light headedness.

anyhow , enough ranting from me, and enough self diagnosing as well because it can only make my mind more worried, its up to the doctors to tell me what ( if ) there is anything to worry about now, at least i know the white patches are not what i was worried they were, which is a big big relief.

time to relax and enjoy my 10 days with my daughter, it will be earned and will be brilliant.

i hope each and everyone of you have a nice christmas and things go o.k.

i will be remaining a member of this site regardless of how i get on, as ive spoke to so many nice people.

i will also be making a donation or buying some stuff from the site.

merry xmas and happy new year to all.

derek