Great news on your brother Danny!
I was so excited that you posted your photo so now I could put a face with your name.
The other topic where you posted was closed so I thought I would add here that I think that your and Ed's fears completely reflect how my mom feels about leaving her loved ones behind....she has always told me that is her biggest fear but not really a fear just that she too would not want us to have to experience the grief.
Whenever I read your posts I can feel how sincere and kind you are. You are always in my heart and most definately with a smile!
Love,
Dani