Dear Coop
Well you really have had a time of it , I was so sorry to read your post.
If you search the older posts you will see a few of our members have had to battle the demon more than once. Please don`t give up the fight before you start, I know it must feel as if you have been kicked when you are down but you never know what is around the corner for you.
I am sure you will shortly hear from some of the guys who have experienced what you have , in the meantime, dont give up... Please!!
Take Care
Marica