 Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts)
Joined: Nov 2002 Posts: 3,552 | Hi Erik,
when they talk about the "club that no one wants to join" what you are going through is a condition of membership. I'm self employed too - I had to be very selective about who I went to luch with for a long time. At least I didn't have them sit directly across from me.
Just imagine the Isrealites wandering aimlessly in the desert for over 40 years eating manna (which didn't taste so hot I am told -probably made by the same folks that gave us Ensure ;-) looking for the Promised Land. Your journey will be MUCH quicker!
You are right on schedule for the depression phase of this adventure also.
We've all been there. Be patient it'll get better.
Gary Allsebrook
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Dx 11/22/02, SCC, 6 x 3 cm Polypoid tumor, rt tonsil, Stage III/IVA, T3N0M0 G1/2
Tx 1/28/03 - 3/19/03, Cisplatin ct x2, IMRT, bilateral, with boost, x35(69.96Gy)
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