Packer`s wife here, couldn`t agree more with Kim..........Packer lost his voice, and he`s had several people, including our shrink, that he`s an excellent writer.......he`s still dragging his feet, about it all..........another thing our shrink told us, there is always a gift in everything that happens to us............sure is hard ti find sometimes.......myself, I consider the fact that I can care for Packer a true gift...like Kim said, sit and try to go within.....you`ll find answers........Peace and Prayers