I have just been reading thru different postings and looking at all the variations of this cancer, it is amazing. I never realized. I feel like I have been living in a bubble. I never dreamed so many people have such simlar yet very different situaions. I think my sitation just hit me a few weeks ago. I did everything the surgery the treatment without even thinking it thru and now it is just catching up, its like I have post tramtic stress disorder or something. My son had such a terrible reaction to my sitation that I couldn't focus on my issues but on him and I did a poor job at that. He is finally getting back to semi normal and it is all sinking in. Just hearing all the stories it is just amazing till you live it you just don't know. I kept thinking all thru the radiation how big a baby I was being. I worked thru half and could not take it anymore, not with my son falling apart and me feeling so horrible. I just keep thinking what if it comes back as it has in so many others. I know that is borrowing trouble but hey its how I feel. Is there something I should insist on with the docs to check on and make sure? Are the reoccurance percentages that high? I have asked about a CA-125, are there other tests that anyone has found good results. Doctors are great but you guys are what proves things works. I work for a lab so testing is free so anything goes as far as I'm concerned. Thank you guys for replying, it is great to know someone is listening. By the way Lois and Buzz, I am in Burlington.