Hi, Karla, Glad you got the info to find OCF. #1. it will show you that you are NOT alone. #2. You will find lots of people who care and will share with you whatever you want to ask about. Please tell us more about how you feel now [any problems- more questions?-what you are thinking about "in those wee small hours of the morning"]-. Please don't feel isolated because you have lots of experienced and knowledgeable friends here and we want to share and help. Amy in the Ozarks