You won't have to worry about the financial burden if you die from this disease becauase you delayed seeking out help. Tomorrow first thing get on the phone and get into see an ENT, a dentsit, a MD, someone that can tell you what you have while you can do something about it. Perhaps they will just tell you this is nothing serious and you will gain untold piece of mind from the visit with them. Nothing is going to get better for you mentally or physically until you take action. Do it tomorrow. No matter what the doctors say, you are part of our family now, and we will talk you through it. But YOU have to take the first step. Post here tomorrow night that you have taken this leap of faith.