Trust me, I won't forget! I wrote a letter to myself, sort of written from the persepctive of my 3 year old daughter. She reminds me of what I went through, the fears, the guilt, the remorse, she says she wants her daddy to be there for her high school graduation, her wedding. for the birth of her child. She said she loves me and doesn't want to lose me. I mailed copies to myself. I plan to open every 3 months (or eariler if I need to). this was my wifes suggestion and she promised to help make sure I dont' forget.

ps- still not smoking and it's really not as hard as I thought!! i've also joined a forum for support in that arena.