Thank everyone for your input and warm words. I know I am panicking but I just love my Dad with all of my heart. I am more than ready to go to both of the appointments on Monday and Wednesday. It will be nice to here what exactly is the game plan for my Daddy.

Yes, I am such a Daddy's Girl. That is why I CANNOT vision a life without him in it. In the same aspect I must try and STAY CLAIM. It is just hard after last Wednesday night. When you go from "so-called" normal life to life with another parent with cancer...it shakes a person self-confidence.

It scared the crap out of me...my stepmother calling me to say my Daddy was bleeding from his mouth...drive to the E.R....it's worse...wait two hours to be called to the back...at had to yell at a nurse to move him to the back....finally get in the back, his syptoms went from bad to worse. I actually thought I would lose my Daddy that day.

Then to hear the ENT doc talk to the ER doc and say that famous word..."Scamorma" (excuse spelling).."biopsy"...it was like living life fast-backwards to September 2004, when my Mother was told she had Breast Cancer. I lost her on February 9, 2005

I ran out of the E.R....broke down and cried! I have been crying on and off since. I hope that there can be a support group of some sort for me because I darn sure need one. Until then, I will try and stay strong...on the outside..for my Daddy.

I will post again after his appointment on Monday. Thanks for listening, again.