Thank you all so very much for your kind words and thoughts. You have made me feel very welcome, a feeling I have not experienced a lot of since being diagnosed 2 years ago. It seems that cancer patients can easily detach themselves from the real world as basic survival becomes paramount in their minds.

Frankly, I never really considered myself a patient of any disease or illness throughout most of this ordeal so far, but then every now and again the truth about my health condition would sneak past all my mental barricades and confront me with stark reality. But that sense would pass after a few moments, and I would recede back into my cave to continue the battle against those mutant cancer cells.

There is an abundance of hope available to those who believe hope is possible, and that they are worthy of same. The biggest source of hope, in my opinion, is one's own mind, and once that power has been identified, harnessed and then ultimately focused, there is no limit to what one can accomplish. I am reminded of the wisedom in the statement "There is only 6 inches that separates you from your objectives - the distance between your ears !"

I set one major goal following the presentation of my treatment plan, and that was to "survive my third chemotherapy session." I had heard that many did not have the strength to attend their third session, not to mention what one is told about possible side effects.

The thought of vomiting has always made me nauseous, and I will do almost anything to avoid it. Cisplatin can cause severe nausea and vomiting, and so I needed to really prepare my mind in advance of scheduled treatment. I developed such a phobia that I needed a well defined goal in order to envision success, and I am happy to report that I sailed through all 3 chemo treatments without so much as a single queesy moment as far as vomiting was concerned.

I cannot explain my body's reaction to the Cisplatin any other way than attribute it to the existance of a powerful mental attitude. I don't know what kind of a show I put on in front of my nurses or fellow patients, but we all had a lot of laughs chasing the vomit gremlin out of our hospital ward !

Brian, I cannot say enough about the Fraser Valley Cancer Centre. For those not familiar with the facility, it has just celebrated its 10th year of operation, and is highly regarded as a first rate cancer treatment and research centre in Canada and throughout the world.

This may sound kind of goofy, but I actually looked forward to my daily radiation visits primarily because it was a hotter than usual summer in the Greater Vancouver region in 2005, and the building itself is such a pleasant place to be on a hot summer afternoon. Of course I'd rather be sailing, but the FVCC has very little in common with any other typical health care facility I am familiar with.

Comfortable, open, architectually refined with lots of natural cedar wood, plants, skylights and creature comforts, and to top it all off, a whole bunch of high performance, cancer-killing equipment well hidden from view. Its a well balanced, purposeful environment in my opinion.

I do not recognize Dr. Rosen's name, but if she is anything like the almost 300 other health professionals who work at the FVCC, then you will have made an excellent choice. How they managed to attract so many like minded individuals into such a sensitive workplace is beyond me.

Anyway, I really look forward to getting to know the members of this forum, as well as becoming familiar with their stories. Perhaps what I am most excited about is the opportunity to share what worked for me with others who are still mounting the fight or seeking an alternate approach to winning the battle.

I have plenty of energy and a burning desire to kick this beast's butt as best I can, whenever and wherever I can. Fortunately you will be glad to know that my "power off" switch is conveniently located and easily accessed, which I need help turning to the "off" position should I wander off the path of reasonableness.

I would like to thank you all again for introducing yourselves to me, and making my visits something to look forward to.

This disease is no match for us humans once we get our collective act together. That's what I truly believe is the essence of our global survival. That, and a generous helping of positive thinking.......

Kindest regards,
JT2