Dearest Michelle, words seem so empty at a time like this.I lost my Angel 2 months, after a five year battle with this horrid disease. As Rosie said, the grief does ease, it comes back in waves,and they will get less frequent. What has helped me the most is staying with the Board, I have to make sense of all Frank`s suffering. He always said there was`nt anything we could`nt beat if we stuck together, I`m so sure he`s still with me that I don`t need to ask for signs, but I understand your need for a connection, believe me it will come. I went into a real tailspin for a month, got myself together and signs popped up all over. I truly believe people like Rosie`s Heather, my Frank, and your sister suffered for a reason, they left us behind to finish the fight.......with Love and Prayers........Dee