I have felt terrible the last few days, so I haven't posted in a while. The biospy came back positive for SCC in the lungs as I had feared. Not very many treatment options available. Two offered up with only a 10-20% effective rate. No cure just a reduction in tumor growth. I have decided no more treatment for me. I am trying some nutritional things along with some supplements. I was away from my family for 2 months in search of the best treatment at MDACC, and look where I am. I don't think I want to spend anymore time away from them in search of the panacea for this disgusting disease. Don't look at it as giving up, I feel I am surrendering to God's will. This cancer has reoccurred so fast in such a short period of time that I am beginning to feel like the cancer has a purpose and that purpose is to take me home. Sorry if this sounds too morbid, but it's how I feel. My family is supportive, but also hopeful that I'll have some continued good days. We're still praying for a cure, but it may be the ultimate cure for me that God has in mind.

Thanks for all your support!

Still hopeful,
Lynn