Gypsy, my thoughts and prayers are with you. I wish I had some advice to offer you to give you some comfort. I will only say that I hope you find some peace by asking your God to help you. I hope you have some family and friends to give you support, and that you have doctors who are doing everything possible to help you. You have found this forum and everyone here is very caring and supportive - do not hesitate to reach out to us.
Michele

Michele, caregiver to husband, Jesse, SCC diagnosed 1/5/06 unknown primary, lf neck mass >6 cm. Chemo (Cisplatin 2x; Carboplatin & Taxol 2x) & XRT radiation 39X ending 4/4/06. Rad neck dissection 8.5 hrs 4/13/06. 30 HBO treatments Fall 2006.