Scamous cell carcenoma diagnosed in 1999.never smoked didnt drink. Removoved all teeth. Surgery.radiation.9 mos later guess what? I have had 20 surgerys since then.I have a free flap. Ive had interoperative radiation. I have a gastointestinal tube. Part of Bottom lip removed. The graft isnt healing. I can barely drink water. I am not regaining my ability to speak. The scary part is the head ache on one side of my head also an ear ache. ringing in my ear. I think this may be the beggining of the last act. Does anyone know how the play ends. I havent asked my doctors about the ending. I bet someone here can give me a hint.