Hi,

I'm having a really tough time dealing with this...never been good with doctors. I'm just bundle of nerves and I'm terrified at the moment.

Around July I felt like I had a canker on the right side of of tongue and when I checked in the mirror I saw that the side of my tongue had a very large whit patch. I eventually went down the Google rabbit hole and learned about Leukoplakia. The mild discomfort pain seemingly got better over time, but never gone completely. I went to my dentist and he said give it a week and let's check it again. After a week it looked like it was fading and I was pretty happy about it, but it never quite disappeared. I finally made an appointment with an oral surgeon who told me it was Leukoplakia, but saw no problem in waiting six weeks to see if it goes away.

I also had a very large amalgam filling that was really a tooth built out of the stuff. He said get rid of that and cap it which I did two days later. After the filling was removed I noticed the burning sensation and metallic taste was gone and the white patch soon receded to very little. I thought I was in the clear, but the oral surgeon said it's still there and a biopsy is needed. He wouldn't even recognize how much it changed over the six weeks which was disappointing. When I first saw him I told him that it would be worse in the morning, but better at night and seemed to fade in those hours. I would actively keep my tongue away from that tooth/filling. He flippantly said it was wishful thinking. Whatever the results are, I will probably find another oral surgeon. He does not have a very good bedside manor. He said he doesn't think it's cancer and it might be mild to moderate Dysplasia according to him. It might even be frictional, which I heard under his breath.

I'm worried mostly because of this on off pain. It can feel like it's gone to mild discomfort and some burning. It's weird how it can shut off and come back. It has definitely changed over the past couple of months. It was worse then and I've had days were I think it's gone for good.

Anyway, I go in tomorrow for the biopsy and in my head I'm expecting the worst possible outcome.

Thanks for reading~