hugs to you. this is all so overwhelming and scary at times. feel free to vent here...I've done it plenty and it has been so helpful to hear from survivors as they have been there done that on so many levels. I often say, I did not buy a front row ticket to this show but here I am.

Spouse of 58 yr old with BOT cancer
Stage 4a HPV16 positive
3 chemo treatments cisplantin
35 radiation treatments 7000 cGy
former smoker/chewed tobacco for 38 yrs.
1/2020 diagnosed with cancer near TMJ
4/2020 chemo 5 days every 2 weeks
6/2020 proton therapy
9/21/2020 cancer free