Best wishes with your treatment starting tomorrow. Its not fun being bolted down to the radiation table but I have faith you will get thru it. At my treatment center they allow you to bring in music to play during your treatment. Maybe that would help to make you feel at ease a little? When I went thru rads, I used to lay there with my eyes closed and count in my head. It helped me to focus on something other than what was going on around me.

Best wishes with everything tomorrow!


Christine
SCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44
2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07
-65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr
Clear PET 1/08
4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I
surg 4/16/08 clr marg
215 HBO dives
3/09 teeth out, trismus
7/2/09 recur, Stg IV
8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy
3wks medicly inducd coma
2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit
PICC line IV antibx 8 mo
10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg
OC 3x in 3 years
very happy to be alive smile