I know its soooo much to consider right now. I hate seeing anyone go thru this. I cant begin to know how overwhelmed you must feel. But I still feel badly about the entire situation you and your husband are going thru.

One other thing to throw into the mix is recurrences are NOT always the norm with this kind of cancer. Most patient do not have recurrences. Those patients who are HPV+ (not sure if your husband is or not, but saw the BOT which is usually HPV+) have even less of a chance to have a recurrence. What we dont see here enough is the hundreds/thousands of members who have had this hideous disease once, went thru heck with treatments and recovery then moved on to get back to their regular lives. These members dont stop to check in very often, they are too busy with living life. What jumps out most to me about tamvonk's signature is the very last line.... March 2017 - 5 years disease free. Woohoo! Thats the coveted prize number we all strive to hit.

I try to find something positive in every situation. With your husband going thru so much, it wasnt easy at all. Maybe Im stretching here, I just hope this post can help to ease your troubled mind even if its only for a short while. Be good to yourself and do the best you can to hang in there!!!