Sorry I haven't posted anything in a while but there was not any new news to report except that my surgery went from May 1st to July 20th. They said that this is the best date they could do. You would think that, considering the hospital that I am going to, could do better than this. OMG, I told them that I was having a sore throat, so they made an appointment with me to see a nurse practitioner that only stuck her finger down my throat and told me that it was not serious. I told her that it had been several months back since I have had a CT scan so how could she tell. I guess my only option is to just try to sit back and wait for this beast to take over. I'm feeling really scared.