Thanks Brian,
   The line your wrote "If you were not going through these emotions you wouldn't be normal."  Is what my swallowing therapist told me and I forgot that until I read it from you.  She also said if I didn't have any fears or questions she would be worried because that is normal.
I have great doctors, and health care professionals who always seem to have to the time to answer all my questions and concerns.  Their compassion made it a little easier.
This site has been a true blessing to me.  Thanks to all of you who take the time out to be there!
As Always
Love
Terry