I believe you must be close to wrap up your set treatments by this week. I know (definitely) you must have lost your natural spirand mood to interact with sort of bunch of psychological changes and physical alterations due to treatments. BUT, you definitely will be out of it once treatments complete.
It's a cycle. Each ride has a specific begin and a stop. Once treatments stops, normality will start to appear...

Please update, once you complete your treatments.


Special thanks to OCF and all respected members here for their support

Ankur, 37, T1N2M0
12/13: Biopsy and results
01/14: Partial Hemiglossectomy (1/3 tongue) and a Flap Reconstruction
Right neck dissection. 3/42 nodes positive and removed
Speech (80%) and swallow (100%) restored within 5 weeks after surgery(3/1/14)
03/14: 30 IMRT Appointments Started 3/17 (No CT)
04/14: Radiation treatments completed
07/14: PET - All Clear