Laurie,

The thing to keep in mind is that what you are experiencing is NORMAL. You will have some very bad days ahead, heck some may be as bad as your worse days. Unfortunately that's NORMAL to our recovery. These bad days will be mixed in with good days and eventually for the majority the bad days go away and are replaced with our new normal. Your new normal will not be like your old normal and no one can predict what your new normal will be but do make every new day count as a great one.


David

Age 58 at Dx, HPV16+ SCC, Stage IV BOT+2 nodes, non smoker, casual drinker, exercise nut, Cisplatin x 3 & concurrent IMRT x 35,(70 Gy), no surgery, no Peg, Tx at Moffitt over Aug 06. Jun 07, back to riding my bike 100 miles a wk. Now doing 12 Spin classes and 60 outdoor miles per wk. Nov 13 completed Hilly Century ride for Cancer, 104 miles, 1st Place in my age group. Apr 2014 & 15, Spun for 9 straight hrs to raise $$ for YMCA's Livestrong Program. Certified Spin Instructor Jun 2014.