Never apologize - I completely understand - My mom is around and walking (believe it or not) The respirator was a life saver (literally) - We ran into many negative staff in ICU! - I'm glad she proved them wrong - I wish the best for you and your mom - I feel like we are living a hell on earth - My dad is starting his own depression thing now (I've been there already) Please take care of yourself and know that despression can be part of this - It is very common - Try and get some help for yourself and keep in mind that I'm always here if you need to vent - We will get through this!!

Sue