I am so sorry for your loss! Take each minute at a time and work up to each hour, day, etc. Let yourself grieve and seek comfort in the memories you have of Doug. Keep yourself surrounded by those that love you as well.

Thank you for posting about getting affairs in order. Ken was very good at this and I always tell people how "lucky" I was that he was so prepared - right down to a list of passwords put away for all of his accounts, etc.