Alpaca, I'm glad to hear you are doing so well. I would imagine after such a surgery, it is a good feeling to see and feel the improvement. Only you know where you want to be, physically and emotionally, as you and your medical team formulate a plan.

Enjoy every day and remember, a day with worry is a day lost. It sounds easy on paper, but it's much tougher in real life.

Best wishes you find some sunshine to bask in every day!


SCC Stage IV, BOT, T2N2bM0
Cisplatin/5FU x 3, 40 days radiation
Diagnosis 07/21/03 tx completed 10/08/03
Post Radiation Lower Motor Neuron Syndrome 3/08.
Cervical Spinal Stenosis 01/11
Cervical Myelitis 09/12
Thoracic Paraplegia 10/12
Dysautonomia 11/12
Hospice care 09/12-01/13.
COPD 01/14
Intermittent CHF 6/15
Feeding tube NPO 03/16
VFI 12/2016
ORN 12/2017
Cardiac Event 06/2018
Bilateral VFI 01/2021
Thoracotomy Bilobectomy 01/2022
Bilateral VFI 05/2022
Total Laryngectomy 01/2023