Well, I got the call a little while ago. The biopsy results are (after my second surgery) that it is not cancerous, not even dysplasia!!!!! I am really happy, but am in shock. I was fearing the worst, maybe because the doctor was suspicious, and wanted to surgically remove tissue both times rather than just doing biopsies. After reading about some of your experiences, I still don't quite understand that.

In a way, I feel kind of funny for even having registered and posted messages here.... but I was scared, and was trying to prepare myself for the worst. That's just how I am. I feel like I learned a lot, which is good because although I was lucky this time, I feel that I am still at risk.

Thank you all for the information and support! Thanks especially to Cheryl. I will pray for all of you, including a man I just read about who was just diagnosed. Best of luck to you all!