[quote] I'm a type a person which I believe in my heart of hearts switched the cancer ON.[/quote]OMG! The concept of moderation is rather new to me too. I'm past belief and moved the factual yet unproven that my lifestyle switched on my cancer as well.

Being HPV+, not a smoker or drinker to excess, my type AAAA personality did it to me - I know. For example, over the years, I read and truly believed a common trait among many successful individuals was they just worked harder and longer; many getting by on very limited sleep, some as few as 5 hours. So, I trained my body to get by with less and less sleep and I swear that took a sever toll on my body and mind and both were unable to take the ABUSE.

I played as hard as I worked so the candle was burning on both ends and one day both my mind and body just quit. Personally, I KNOW I will NEVER return to those self destructive behaviors. I'm happy just as things are right now. don