Right now is the worst part of this for most of us. Radiation continues to work even after the patient finishes. Im sorry you are having a difficult time of things, very soon you will turn the corner and begin to slowly feel a little better. Recovery can be a very long and frustrating time, full of ups and downs. Keep trying to see the positive in everything. If you think back to when you first finished, you should be able to recognize some very minor improvements. If not, you should see them any day now.

Keep taking in a minimum of 2500 calories and 48 oz of water every single day for at least the first full year after finishing rads. You will need to rebuild your body and it takes lots of calories to heal. Hang in there!!!


Christine
SCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44
2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07
-65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr
Clear PET 1/08
4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I
surg 4/16/08 clr marg
215 HBO dives
3/09 teeth out, trismus
7/2/09 recur, Stg IV
8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy
3wks medicly inducd coma
2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit
PICC line IV antibx 8 mo
10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg
OC 3x in 3 years
very happy to be alive smile