Hi and welcome.
"Scanxiety" is pretty normal for us that have had OC. Some experience more anxiety than others but suffice it to say, the fear of recurrence is real.
I'm curious. Your MO said your chances are not very favorable? For what exactly? What type of cancer were you diagnosed with? If you get a chance, create a signature. It's helps us gain a better understanding of what you've been through.
This is a great site for information and encouragement. I'm sure you'll be hearing form others.
Positive thoughts and prayers
"T"