Despite the biopsy results and the opinions of many, you truly believe you have cancer. I don't doubt for a minute you truly feel that way. I cannot even begin to imagine what it's like to live day in and day out with that kind of fear and anxiety. I'm a cancer survivor and I don't even come close to feeling as you do. No amount of re-assurance from anyone here or tests thus far can dissuade you from that belief and I can't see any one post or positive writing or encouragement that will change that.

With all due respect, your next step would be to stop trying to self diagnose whatever it is that's affecting you with Dr. Google. Reading everything you can and obsessing over this, even after exams, surgery and biopsies have shown otherwise, is not healthy, mentally or otherwise.

As was recommended prior, seek a professional that specializes in health anxiety issues or, if it means your own peace of mind, seek out an ENT at a CCC and get a 2nd or 3rd opinion.

Best wishes and good luck!

"T"