RECAP: ent doctor,Biopsy of the bump inside my mouth on the back by the gum cheek area came back negative, doctor did a scope and said things look ok he did mention that my left tonsil is slightly bigger than my right tonsil but he said he did not find nothing abnormal, second appointment with my ent he checked my tonsils again with a flashlight looking tool, again said things looked fine, he massaged my neck and looked in to my ear and said my left ear looked a little stuffed, he ordered a CT SCAN with CONTRAST for next week and said he will also like to order me a hearing test, i did not like the fact that he said he did some more research on HPV i thought he had told me he knew aboutthe virus smh.. he said if it made me feel more conftrable he is willing to see me every 6 months to keep an eye on me.
i dont know if im making my self crazy but the discomfort in my ear is still there and the neck pain comes and goes... also i have a red bump under my chin that hurts it looks like a ingrown hair and today pus started coming out of it??? im so scared you guys i even started to look up costs for funerals... i dont know what to do.. as much as i dont wanna think about it and as much i want to distract myself from this subject i cant!! i think about this 24-7 every single minute of the day and even at nights i cant sleep..