Hi! i`m 31, Male from Finland. I`m sorry if posting my concerns here are not right thing to do, but I`m going nuts with my oral cancer worries.

Ok, I have anxiety issues, health anxiety, panic, generalised anxiety. One of the hot issues has always been Oral C(for last 10 years at least, kept finding all kinds of scary stuff, mouth is scary, no cancer this far), even before this actual issue I`ve been dealing for last 14 months or so.....

Ok, where to start(sorry my english btw). 14 months ago I ate, something hurt in roof of my mouth, noticed there this "blister" or whatever. thought I burned the area, or something hit there, no big deal(I check my mouth all the time, it was not there week before this, I`m almost sure). It looked red, like a fresh thing there. few days and it`s been almost the same since then....

Feels like rough spot/area there. I would say it`s about 0,5 cm diameter. sometimes it has one or two white tiny spots there in a middle, think there`s some stuff there that pops out every now and then. About 3 months ago the thing was almost gone! It was not visible anymore, but could feel with tongue a tiny tiny area anymore. What a relief! I really thought it was going to get better, but no. It changes its size. sometimes smaller, sometimes bigger.

Have seen 2 dentists now (because I really have to fix my teeth, BAD dentist fear also). First one said definitely not cancer, second one (who will be fixing my teeth)....said the bad words.....maybe at some point biopsy if it wont get better. Since then I`ve been a mess. Cant sleep or anything. Though he also said it does not look any bad, cancer would not shrink (?), be better one day etc. biopsy? when? Why not immediately? Just let it spread?

If not cancer, what? It`S been there forever now. It does not hurt or anything anymore, it just bothers my anxiety issues. But can`t stop thinking about cancer. Oh, and yes, I smoke and drink beer too. so it`s almost obvious to me.

sorry about this rant!!! I`m just going crazy about this issue. and if anyone knows better than me, please help me out.