Well, quite honestly, I have a fear of the future, I`d be liar, if I said I didn`t, nor can I say, Frank is cancer free today, even if this new tumor hadn`t developed, I have no idea whats lurking in his body. As far as our superstitions, if we think they help us, what`s the harm ? Again, I tend to be brutally honest. I am very aware that we actually only have this moment in time, and I try to remember that. And I stopped a long time ago, trying to sugarcoat this crap to make anyone else feel good.I hope this doesn`t come across to strongly, but sometimes my Evil Twin comes out and mouths off ! Dee