You are so right about Paul - he was sending a message that he is still with you. My son, who drowned while on vacation in Cancun Mexico (29-years old) sent me a message that was just out of the blue. I was lying on my sofa with my little doggie watching TV one evening (months after the drowning), and not even thinking of him, when I thought I saw a movement on the other side of the room by French doors leading to the balcony. They had blinds closed, I looked, saw nothing, and then I felt a slight breeze go by my face and smelled the smell my son had when he showered, his soap. The scent was really strong, and I didn't even have that type soap in my condo. It made me smile! I am sure he had come to visit me. Like your episode, there is absolutely no way to explain it other than what it was: Paul was sending a message that he is still with you. grin xx
julieann


Julieann
Nov 2007 SCC on right tonsil following tonsillectomy. Was smoker, QUIT. (Stage IV T2 N2b) 7 weeks radiation one day/wk chemo (carboplatin and 5-FU). Allergic to Taxol; PEG in, lost 30 lbs. TX completed January 2008. PEG out mid- 2008. PET/CT 1/17/2011;2/3/12 NEGATIVE for cancer smile