Hi Carrie, love for your children will be your survival. My cousin had cancer when she was only 24 years old & she prayed to live long enough to live until her very young kids were old enough to bring them up & to remember her. Her kids are grown up now & she is enjoying her grand children. Over the years she had 3 different types of cancer & kept up due to her love for her kids. She is 50+ now & cancer free. My prayers go to you & all mothers with cancer, it may be just a nothing spot & not cancer. Bob