Cindy, I am saying a prayer for you.
I've been through this three times myself and it seems it gets harder each time. Please don't despair. You have some wonderful doctors at great facilities and hopefully you have caught it early enough to limit the amount of treatment you will need moving forward. Please update us when you feel you can with a little more information about what they have discovered as in where it is and what size they think it is and such. I think you are in the right place for good advice and please feel free to just vent if you want to. I want to vent for you. I HATE this disease.