Eshwar,
I'm sorry for your loss. You and he both fought with courage and honor, and your love for him was palpable in your posts. Blessings on you and all your family in this sad time. I hope that the memories of the good days will return to you soon.
Maria

CG to husband - SCC Tonsil T1N2M0 HPV+ Never Smoker
First symptoms 7/2010, DX 12/2010
TX 40 IRMT (1.8 gy) + 10 Cetuximab
PET Scans 6/2011 + 3/2012 clear, 5 year physical exam clear; chest CT's clear of cancer. On thyroid pills. Life is good.