Thank you Fr. Mike and Gary for your well wishes. I am doing what I must just like the rest of everybody here. Its helpful to know that I can speak to others that are just starting this journey and those who have ended it, quite successfully. As far as the needles and pain goes, Im used to that. It doesnt bother me. I will do whatever NEEDS to be done... My goal here is to Keep Living... Thank you again. Talk to you soon.