Administrator, Director of Patient Support Services Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 10,507 Likes: 7 | Oh boy! I guess those meds must have messed you up to cause your violent reaction. No reason to be embarrassed, that person was NOT the real you. Im sure the medical professionals have dealt with alot more than what happened with you. I was kept asleep for 3 weeks due to complications, mandibulectomy had to be redone. Rough recovery! Im sure you know how that goes. Just try to think how far you have come sine you went thru all that. Try your very best to see your progress and the positive things that have come from what you have endured. ChristineSCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44 2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07 -65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr Clear PET 1/08 4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I surg 4/16/08 clr marg 215 HBO dives 3/09 teeth out, trismus 7/2/09 recur, Stg IV 8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy 3wks medicly inducd coma 2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit PICC line IV antibx 8 mo 10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg OC 3x in 3 years very happy to be alive |