Oh boy! I guess those meds must have messed you up to cause your violent reaction. No reason to be embarrassed, that person was NOT the real you. Im sure the medical professionals have dealt with alot more than what happened with you. I was kept asleep for 3 weeks due to complications, mandibulectomy had to be redone. Rough recovery! Im sure you know how that goes. Just try to think how far you have come sine you went thru all that. Try your very best to see your progress and the positive things that have come from what you have endured.


Christine
SCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44
2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07
-65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr
Clear PET 1/08
4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I
surg 4/16/08 clr marg
215 HBO dives
3/09 teeth out, trismus
7/2/09 recur, Stg IV
8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy
3wks medicly inducd coma
2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit
PICC line IV antibx 8 mo
10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg
OC 3x in 3 years
very happy to be alive smile