Thank you all for your kind words and support. I have always judged my life success on getting to old age, some think I am old at 52, boy have I been misguided in that logic. Learning to take one day as it comes and enjoy what the day sends my way.
I been cycling for the last 20 years and generally get in ~100 miles a week, work permitting. Prior to my diagnoses I always felt that cycling was going to help protect me from cancer and other illnesses. That didn�t happen. I completed treatment on Tuesday (1/17) and want to start back up, the oncologists have said I can start working out again. The last couple of weeks I been able to do a few short rides, however, during the ride I have a strange feeling that cycling is wearing down my immunity and allowed the cancer to slip through. Any suggestions on ways I can overcome these thoughts?