Gwen, I am so glad you are doing well, and really happy that you posted. Every person who comes here needs to see that this is survivable, and each person who checks in post-treatment adds more hope. I am in the same boat as you, in that I don't know how I would have gotten through my Grand Adventure without input from the very generous and helpful people on this forum. Now that you are one of us, feel free to pop in when you have the answer to a question, or some information about a topic under discussion. You should have noticed that this is a remarkably non-judgmental and supportive group of folks.
Joanna