Joan

You asked [quote]Am I just being a baby about all this, be honest[/quote] I don't sugar coat it but the answer is NO.
However, what you will be if you quit getting radiation TX is a suicide victim. Harsh words, yes, but you will be killing yourself if you stop now.
We of all people know just how hard radiation is and there were times when I wished I would die of a heart attack in my sleep because the pain was so bad, but in the end, life is worth it.
keep the Faith
Charm