Wow! My dear lady, you can serve as a shining beacon of hope for every person who needs one. WHAT a fantastic attitude and sense of humor you have! I, too, did some mental image stuff, and have told no one, but I completely understand. Whatever helps is allowed (grin). I hope the chemo did put your MS in remission. That would almost make it worth the price, yes? You come back often, Beth. I think those who are just facing diagnosis have a great need to hear from people like you. I repeat: Wow!
Joanna