I am going to become known as the nut in this group. Seems I have such strange issues. I have never had panic attacks, until I was bolted to that table 34 times. I really thought it was all behind me then I am watching TV and there is a flash of a girl in a small cage, even writing about this is making me very uncomfortable. I have obcessed on and off all week, with not panic attacks, but strong feelins of ??????. Not even sure how to describe it. Even putting one of my dogs in a crate causes me discomfort. Does anyone else ever have this happen and if so does it ever go away???


55 12/17/09 High Grade Muceopidermoid Carcinoma Alerted by Largo my Mini Schnauzer
1/18/10 Clr PET
1/27/10 Surgery found Perineural invasion
3/22/10 Began Rad
05/05/10 34 rads
8/19/10 Clr Pet Scan
12/13/10 Clr Ultra sound/biopsy
5/4/11 MRI Clear
8/2/11 All Clear
5/25/12 All Clear
6/3/2016 All Clear