Thanks for the advice and prayers - I've always been a now type person. When I had the very small node highlight on my baseline scan I knew it was a decent chance that it wasn't cancerous based on location and three Drs opinions - but decided to have rads on that side too - just to be on The safe side- as that was not my operative side. I asked the dr. If was your mother, sister, daughter etc... What would you do... ? He said exactly what I was doing. He also said Cheryl if you are worried - don't be you are doing everything you can/should - i had to accept and believe in that. I feel the same about my scan. I am doing what I can - I am eating healthfully, doing whatever I can to recover and I feel good. I dont like waiting but it is par for the course... There are other people who have to wait as well, so im not alone - worrying doesnt help only hinders - that said a little prayer, blessings and luck, can't hurt!
Hugs to you all.