Oh Nicki, I'm so sorry. This is a good place for you. You are getting good advice and a place to vent. You are such a blessing to your parents. Remember to take some time for yourself (and not just to have a good cry at the end of the day when the kids are asleep.) Do something nice for yourself that will take your mind away for awhile and help you relax. I'll keep you, your dad and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

Sending a hug and wishing you peace,

Sandy
xoxox