Thank you for the positive answers. This has more connected to my decision than just a garden. If the time comes for me to wave the white flag and surrender, I will. But until and if that happens, I'm going to be myself and enjoy this life as is. We can't live on "What Ifs". My Angels came to my rescue yesterday too. My yard was looking shabby and I wanted to mow it. The rains stopped, the sun came out with just a nice breeze to dry thr grass some. I took advantage and mowed with my hand mower. I finished the front and both sides before the clouds returned. I put the mower in the shed and came back to the house just as the rain returned in a very heavy way. Gotta love those Angels. They will be here for me when I need a hand or a swift kick. LOL


Since posting this. UPMC, Pittsburgh, Oct 2011 until Jan. I averaged about 2 to 3 surgeries a week there. w Can't have jaw made as bone is deteroriating steaily that is left in jaw. Mersa is to blame. Feeding tube . Had trach for 4mos. Got it out April.
--- Passed away 5/14/14, will be greatly missed by everyone here